Perhaps that’s the one constant that is shared by all those separate compartments he lives in—a profound sense of isolation, of difference and a solitude that is so pervasive and deep that he has never felt lonely. It’s the solitude of a narcissist who fills the universe entirely, until there is no room left in it for anyone else.
I’ve said it before, I’ll say it again. What folks cain’t observe, folks cain’t measure at all. And what we observe, we disturb by observing and thus cain’t measure accurately. The only reliable information about our lives that’s available to us comes to us indirectly via algorithms based upon data generated by our bodies’ auto-response systems. The rest, Glory-Glory-Hallelujah, the rest ain’t nothin’ but fantasy and fear, darlin’, nothin’ but self-serving delusion and illusion.
I aspire to read all the books and fill out a pair of jeans like that.
My folder of poems
labeled “weather” holds
no clues as to whether
or not there’ll be any
weather to count on, say,
a hard rain like “little nails,” or
that deluge “plunging radiant”
now that we’ve plunged into war
and wars don’t stop like rain stops
like that last slow drizzle
onto the old tin bathroom vent
sweet hint of growth
in the soft wet drift north
fire or ice, fire or ice
are you breathing, are you lucky enough
to be breathing
The writing of a poem is like a child throwing stones into a mineshaft. You compose first, then you listen for the reverberation.
I tried to apply his criticisms, but they were sophisticated to a degree my efforts couldn’t repay. He was trying to show me how to solve problems I hadn’t learned existed.
Open city. Revolutionary road.
breath
eyes
memory
How to be black…
The new Jim Crow. We: the animals
Are you my mother, big machine?


